the break of dawn.

This verse in Psalms encouraged me tremendously over the summer & now, as I find myself looking back, it brings me such comfort to reflect on what God has done & is continuing to do.

Maybe you can relate to walking thru seasons that feel ‘dark.’ Seasons when you wonder what Jesus is doing or where He is. Seasons that test your hope…

Are you in the middle of something where it feels like day will never come?
Has the night been too long?
Have you doubted if youโ€™ll ever see the light of day?
Have you been disappointed: thinking the prayer should’ve already been answered?
Are you close to giving up?

O heart . . .
donโ€™t lose hope โ€”
day is dawning.

light is breaking.
the sun is about to pierce thru.
โ€” and it will change everything . . .

But what if it looks different than you expected?
. . . are you ready to receive that?

Maybe your situation won’t change but youโ€™ll realize that Jesus has been with you all along.
You have not been lost.
You have not been alone.

He is right by your side: guiding you with the light of His presence.

Often times we pray for seasons suffering or waiting to be removed because we know that God is all-powerful & can change our circumstances in an instant. So we struggle to trust Him when when our prayers seem unanswered and our faith is tested when nothing changes.

Many times we think our faith will be strengthened when the suffering is removedbut true faith is produced when we pray for God’s will to be done amidst the storm.

Maybe the greatest miracle isn’t a change of circumstance
but a change of heart.

God changes our hearts & refines our faith in the fire & thru the storm: we learn to walk by faith when we cannot see what’s ahead. We learn to trust His character when we don’t feel His presence.

We can trust Him in the dark: because He is the light.
Dawn is breaking.
He is in your midst.

"There is no other name but the name that is Jesus
He who was & still is, & will be through it all
So come what may in the space between
All the things unseen & this reckoning
I know I will never be alone

There'll be another in the fire
Standing next to me
There'll be another in the waters
Holding back the seas
And should I ever need reminding
How good You've been to me
There is a cross that bears the burden
Where another died for me"
-Another in the Fire, Hillsong

steadfast.

/หˆstedหŒfast/  adj.
a. to be firm, stable, established.
b. firmly fixed in place.
c. not subject to change, determined.
I entered into 2019 with the word “steadfast” echoing in my heart and when I read this verse in Psalms it was confirmation. It’s my prayer that the Lord change my heart & make this verse a reality in my life this year.

It can be easy to lose sight of the purpose in the day-in-day-out routine of life. God desires for us to walk into each and every day remembering that there is eternal weight and significance in the good works He has predestined for us (Eph 2:10). Whether it be at home, in your workplace, your church, or your school there is nothing insignificant or without purpose. Today’s culture is constantly telling us to chase entertainment, distraction, and comfort โ€” so the temptation is to become complacent, discouraged, undisciplined, or lazy in our daily routines and habits. In Galatians 6:9, Paul exhorts the believers:

“Let us not grow weary while doing good,
for in due season we shall reap
if we do not lose heart.”

What we sow today we will reap in the future, which always leads me to ask myself the question: are the habits, thoughts, choices and routines I’m creating today pushing me towards Christ or away from Him? There are always consequences for our actions & we must be aware of them โ€” not unobservant bystanders!

God’s Word talks so much of the fact that we are soldiers in a spiritual battle: called to be courageous, vigilant, and alert. Just as a soldier prepares, trains, and anticipates warfare; we are called to do the same!

Instead of becoming frantic, confused or paralyzed like the world when things are uncertain or trials and doubts come God desires His children to be confident, steadfast, and abiding in the love & victory that belong to us thru His victory. And while I desire those qualities to characterize my life I know that I frequently fail. The Lord has been challenging me to lean into those hard questions & identifying those areas in my life where I am complacent, allowed compromise, or have settled for lessโ€ฆ

Iโ€™ve read my Bible; but have I sought Him diligently & wholeheartedly?
Iโ€™ve prayed; but have I waited patiently in His presence for His peace? 
Iโ€™ve worshiped; but have I surrendered? 

I know who He has promised to be and believe that He is โ€”but do I believe that He will be that to me?

Thru His Holy Spirit, He has given us all we need to walk in faith and boldness. Like the verse at the beginning of this post says: we do not have to fear bad news! Our hearts can be steadfast, trusting, secure, and fearless because:

everyone born of God overcomes the world. This is the victory that has overcome the worldโ€”our faith.”
– 1 John 5:4

You were never meant to hide.

But the LORD God called out:
“Where are you?”
Genesis 3:9

โ€” After Adam & Eve sinned in the garden their first reaction was to hideโ€ฆbecause their spirits’ died and they realized their sin & unrighteousness.  They felt the gravity and reality of death: something they had never felt or experienced beforeโ€”they knew nothing would ever be the same. Shame, guilt, & regret plagued them. So they hid. 

But what they thought they could hideโ€”God knew. And as they huddled, dreading the thought of being found, God calls out โ€œWhere are you?โ€ โ€” not because He couldnโ€™t find them, but because He wanted Adam and Eve to know that He was pursuing them. He wasnโ€™t going to leave them. Their sin now separated them from Him and they forfeited being able to enjoy unhindered fellowship with God, but He hadnโ€™t forsaken them.

Do you know that feeling of wanting to be alone, wanting to hide because the weight of condemnation and sin is too heavy โ€” wanting to just disappear because you’re thinking: โ€œIf they only knew.โ€ You’re scared they wonโ€™t accept you or will look at you differently. We’ve all been there. Feeling like we’d rather hide than step into the light and be known…

But you know the freedom that comes when someone calls out: “Where are you?” โ€” God’s voice to Adam and Eve in the garden must’ve brought dread to their hearts and yet I imagine His voice also brought a sense of relief and amazement to their hearts. The fact that God โ€” who is all-knowing โ€” was calling out for them. He was still pursuing. He knew and that didnโ€™t stop Him.

They hid & God called out. 

That’s the whole narrative of the Bible; God’s unrelenting pursuit of sinful and rebellious man and He never-ending desire to save us and restore fellowship. Thatโ€™s the gospel:

When I was without hope, destined to live a life dead in my sin: ashamed, condemned and hiding โ€” God called.

When I thought my world had ended and I had ruined any chance of redemption. When I believed I was too far gone and God could never forgive me… โ€” God called

He called with a voice of love, forgiveness, grace and mercy: “Where are you?” A voice that told me: โ€œI see you. I know where you are and where you’ve been and Iโ€™m here. Let Me lead you out of this place and give you life where there’s been death and light where there’s been darkness.”

His voice is never one of condemnation.

We must come out of hiding &
stop believing that He has given up on us. 

Because we can never hide from His love.


"But when God, who set me apart from my motherโ€™s womb and called me by His grace, was pleased to reveal his Son in me so that I might preach Him ..." - Galatians 1:15-16a

" What shall we say about such wonderful things as these? If God is for us, who can ever be against us? Since He did not spare even His own Son but gave Him up for us all, wonโ€™t he also give us everything else? Who dares accuse us whom God has chosen for His own? No one โ€” for God Himself has given us right standing with Himself. Who then will condemn us? No one โ€” for Christ Jesus died for us and was raised to life for us, and He is sitting in the place of honor at Godโ€™s right hand, pleading for us.
Can anything ever separate us from Christโ€™s love? Does it mean He no longer loves us if we have trouble or calamity, or are persecuted, or hungry, or destitute, or in danger, or threatened with death? . . . No, despite all these things, overwhelming victory is ours through Christ, who loved us.
And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from Godโ€™s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow โ€” not even the powers of hell can separate us from Godโ€™s love. No power in the sky above or in the earth below โ€” indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord. "
- Romans 8:31-39 (NLT)

He’s Holding You

"I am always with You,

You hold me by my right hand,

You guide me with Your counsel"ย 

I read that verse in Psalm 73:23-24 and the imagery struck me. ย Have you ever seen a dad holding the hand of his young daughter as they walk or cross the street? ย Do you know that feeling of security and assurance? ย Many times the child doesn’t have to worry about where they are going, they must only stay by their parent’s side and keep their hand in the strong, secure grip of their parent’s…


…and I thought of my heavenly Father and the abandoning sense of trust and confidence I can have; knowing that He is guiding and leading.

When I read this verse I felt God speak to my heart: “I’m holding you. Even when you’re unsure, I’m guiding you. Keep your hand in mine.”

How foolish of me to fear or worry when God Almighty: the King of Kings, Lord of Lords, Maker of heaven and earth, and Savior of my soul is holding my hand.

All of a sudden whatever is causing anxiety disappears in light of the knowledge that He is holding me.

God desires to hold your hand and guide you. As a matter of fact, He promises to! ย But we must let Him. We must keep our hand in His and walk by faith; even when we are unsure and cannot see the final destination.

How beautiful is that!!? Meditate on that & I pray it brings comfort and joy to your heart ย โ™ฅ